I was in a monogamous union for four and a half period. It really is correct that it wasn't picturesque or close to excellence, but i really did enjoy and love anyone I was with.
Today, after four and a half period, I find myself single, only and separated, with best memories of some other unsuccessful relationship which was incapable of get to the levels of an amazing, gladly ever after.
Do I ashamedly walk that familiar and humiliating path back into online dating sites? Manage i must say i need go back around again, from the different heartbroken, flawed, emotionally crippled and hurt people? With my defeated head held straight down in embarrassment, it is like I've returned through the battlefield.
I am bruised and battered, with my tail presented between my legs, ashamed of my personal failures and flaws.